hey guys, little background. Been a ff/pm for about 3 years now and full time contract for about 2. work 2 jobs, both depts running around 3k/ calls a year in the suburbs. Been to a fair share of fatals, interior fires, etc. Always loved the job and looked forward to work. Ive been testing and recently got picked up at a large dept running around 30k calls a year. When i got the call i was super excited. its a great dept, that goes to a lot of fires and is well respected. I will be going through the academy again. Question is, is it normal to feel this anxious? lately ive been second guessing if this is where i want to be and this is the right decision. and honestly ive been having some anxiety about going to my current job as well. Never had this happen before. i know i should be excited but im just not for some reason. Pays twice what i make now and is a lot busier, basically everything ive ever wanted. has anyone ever felt like this? thanks guys.
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